Publicación de Charlie Parr, 26 octubre 2023.
Here’s my tour diary for my recent trip out to Montana:
Oct. 18: got gas at 3:00 pm – I had some errands to run and an internal argument about what guitar to bring (my Mule tricone won, as usual) and so got started a little later than I wanted to.
Same day … got gas at 6:30, then again at 9:30: no unusual events along the way, the weather was very nice and I listened to piano music co by Erik Satie, then Bill Evans and also Bud Powell.
Later that night: pulled into a rest area near the Montana state line to sleep. It was very creepy and I couldn’t fall asleep. There were no other cars in the parking lot and only one semi truck in the other parking lot and I spent my time not falling asleep and making up scenarios about the driver of that truck in which they would come over and attack me or try and talk to me about college football.
Finally fell asleep and was awoken by the sun two and a half hours later.
Oct. 19: coffee at the Flying J truckstop at 6:00am, no one but me and the cashier and she did not want to be at work that morning. I was sympathetic and did not feel like driving all day so we scowled at one another in solidarity.
Same day … got gas at 10:00
Later that day I got gas again but forgot to write down the time in my tour diary (a white pastry bag that I got from a guy in Iowa who brought a donut for me)
Arrived in Belgrade around 3:30 and did a recorded session for local radio but I was tired from the lack of sleep and I didn’t do a good job at all. This is one of my biggest fears as I get older, that the very act of traveling to a gig will make me too exhausted to play well. I don’t bounce back from bad sleep or lack of sleep like I used to, and I was definitely feeling very foggy during the performance. I apologized to the producer and went to find a quiet spot to take a nap.
5:00: after not being able to sleep I brought my guitar into the venue in Bozeman and did a soundcheck. I was opening the next two nights for The Lil Smokies, who are friends and all around great and kind folks, and the venue was fantastic. I had a great soundcheck and all the crew were super kind and helpful and I left to go walking and wake up. I had a burrito that I bought in a parking lot from a guy in an old school bus and waited for a long time at a stop light.
I was imagining this tour diary in my mind as I waited, how these exciting and meaningful moments would translate to a captivating narrative and probably go viral or whatever.
My set started at 8:00, I think, and the audience was so nice and I had gotten a second wind so I think I played OK but immediately afterwards I was more tired than ever so I left after watching the Smokies play for a while and found a quiet spot and fell asleep, finally. I dreamt of playing guitar but there were several people onstage who were un-tuning my guitar while I played … I don’t know what this means, probably relates to my childhood but I’m no psychologist.
Oct. 20: got gas at 10:30am, then again at 2:15
There was a traffic jam near Missoula at the Bonner exit that lasted nearly an hour and I later found out that a pedestrian had been struck and killed in a hit-and-run on the interstate earlier that morning.
At 5:30 I got gas again, and went into the convenience store for a snack to carry me through a late night drive. I couldn’t find anything appealing, and I felt melancholy and upset from the day’s drive and thinking about someone being left alone to die alongside the freeway so I left empty-handed and made my way to the Wilma, a beautiful old theater in downtown Missoula.
Another super kind crew, super kind audience, and good to see the Smokies one more time. My set felt noisy and unfocused, I was having trouble keeping my mind on the songs and I think I played too fast. The sound was great, though, and I managed to keep most of my dumb between-song commentary to myself so I tried to appreciate the best parts. Lately I feel better about the songs I cover than about my own songs, and tonight’s version of “St. James’ Infirmary Blues” was as good as I could play it.
I left town after the show and drove to a rest area near Billings (about five hours) where I slept for four hours and headed into Billings for gas and coffee at the Lucky Lil’s combination casino and truck stop and fast food and stuff. I didn’t have an appetite so I kept going and didn’t stop until I got to the Flying J truckstop in Beach, North Dakota where I bought gas, a banana and more coffee and drove until the gas light came on near Fargo. I’d been listening to a record of compositions by Daniel Schmidt for the Gamelan and it was so beautiful and hypnotic that I played it through twice more before shifting to a recent collection of recordings that the late Mack McCormick had made of some lesser known and some very well known folk and blues musicians during the 1960’s.
There’s nothing here I don’t enjoy, and my favorite track is probably Andrew Everett’s “Hello Central, gimme 209”. I tried listening to some podcasts but the talking was giving me a headache so I switched back to music or nothing at all. More traffic near St. Michael, and I was very tired and wished I were home. The little trip was over at 9:00pm and I was in bed shortly after that, probably before the engine of my van was even cool.
I have about a week and half in Minnesota before heading east for a longer run that includes the Mid-West Music Fest in LaCrosse, shows in Madison, Milwaukee, Cleveland, Rochester, Lowell, Brooklyn (the Brooklyn Folk Fest), Buffalo, Pittsburgh, Columbus and Madison Indiana before I settle in around home for the rest of the year. And now that you’ve seen my attempts at a tour diary, I’ll save the paper on the next one and spare you the boredom of having to read through this …
I’m sure it’ll be similar, a list of when I got gas along some major interstate on a trip where there’s no time or money to stop for edifying sights or have important and meaningful conversations with new friends or take scenic detours and sleep is the great prize that always seems to elude me. I honestly wouldn’t have it any other way – playing music is worth every bit of the mostly boring journey. I hope to see you out there